Harry Styles Performs “To Be So Lonely” At Love On Tour | Chicago, IL


First, tongue. (Yummy…gimmie…oh fuck. No! Stop! I’m sorry.)

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During the first Love On Tour show in Chicago, IL on September 24th, Harry was bombarded by an army of sign-totting fans that demanded “Justice For To Be So Lonely.” Ah, brilliant. Just brilliant.

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The optics of this moment are AMAZING.

Side Note: Harold, please, sir. Keep that ass under control. You can hurt somebody with that thang! Poor Mitch just has to put up with his antics lmao.


It would seem their wish was his command. On September 25th, during his second show in Chicago, Harry finally performed TBSL, which was the only song from Fine Line being neglected by his new setlist.

I suppose this is a testament to how receptive and caring Harry is of his audience. He listens to them, he appreciates them, and he makes things happen to please them. How adorable.

Harries are geniuses…sometimes. They weren’t going for the outright discrimination against “To Be So Lonely” on Love On Tour and neither was I. Especially since I heard he kept sound-checking it most nights but wouldn’t actually perform it. I do wonder what the hold up was? Was he hesitant for emotional reasons or was it more to do with the logistics of the set and timeframe?


There are two songs on Fine Line that I scream-sing every time without fail. That is “Adore You” and “To Be So Lonely”. I hold TBSL in very high esteem and I believe the sentiment behind the lyrics packs a powerful punch. It is also my belief that it expounds on a narrative found first in “Falling,” seeing as how the lyrics seem to be a continuation of the opening lyrics about Harry fooling around or sleeping with someone else, losing his battle with loneliness and jealousy while on the road. It also falls directly behind “Falling” on the track-list.

*cough, cough* A track-list that held the power to bring two long-lost lovers back in touch within hours of its November 19th release back in 2019. (*eyeroll*)

I also think the lyrics and the title are a direct response to Zayn’s “sHe” from 2016, which we know is one of two songs whose track titles Harry copied identically for Fine Line. Notice above how “She” falls directly behind “To Be So Lonely” on the infamous track-list? That was all PURPOSEFULLY DONE. From “Falling” to “To Be So Lonely” to “She”. We were SUPPOSED to draw those connections. Harry wanted us to make them, 1000%.

“Cause baby don’t want to be lonely.” Harry responds to these lyrics in “To Be So Lonely” by saying “Don’t call me baby again, it’s hard for me to go home and be so lonely.” I don’t know why Harry didn’t just put this lyrical response directly into “She” (like he did with “take me back to the light” in “Golden”) but he did in fact respond identically to a lyric in “sHe” with “To Be So Lonely.”

Harry Styles is a fucking genius. I don’t care whether you like him or disagree with him or not, you have to respect how meticulous he is when it comes to music and expressing himself. The more I study Fine Line, the more I notice all the painstakingly placed breadcrumbs he left behind for anyone who was searching. This album implicates Zayn in far more ways than I originally thought. Even the order of the freaking track-list is not without many carefully strategized story-telling devices. Ugh.


Side Note: Fucking *drools*

Told ya’ll he was an angel. I get such shit for calling him an angel all the time but here is the scientific proof to support what I’m saying. Who can argue with sCiENcE? Don’t be anti-science:


Here is the full performance of “To Be So Lonely” which I think Harry performs so well every time, and he also just looks really good and comfortable onstage. Thank God.

His shirt is precious.

Harry trying to make a fan propose is just so…Harry:


What exactly is he trying to do to us????????

Fuck this man astounds me, despite how much I hate him for Holivia. I’m going to make a major recap video on this album soon!


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Michelle
Michelle
22 days ago

I found this interesting to the 2 rabbit symbols he is demonstrating and has merch with it. Maybe I’m reading too much into it but it’s just a theory

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Love
Love
23 days ago

It’s a little weird that a fan asked H to bring back tbsl and he said no like he was sure of it not coming back, but out of the blue he’s singing it🤷🏽‍♀️. To me it seems like H has Z where he wants him, not saying they are together but I think H has made things clear on his end of what he wants and or expects from Z, H has the upper hand in the situation. I think that since Olivia is in the picture Z feels threatened he doesn’t want a man nor a woman to take his place so he’s like “i need to get my sh*t together” and H feels the same with G, but to be honest H & O both give off friends that just kiss and Z&G give off friends with benefits and G caught feelings, also how do you both not know when and where you met?¿?Plus I don’t think G is secure within herself, just seems like she doesn’t want Z to go just cause 🤷🏽‍♀️ But now that I look at stuff recently it seems like for Z the jig is up he’s just not interested anymore.

Rang
Rang
23 days ago

I cld seriously watch that video of him talking to the couple on repeat all day ❤️ His heart is so precious and romantic

idkwhy
idkwhy
24 days ago

??? does anyone else feel as if a very out of the box big “something” is happening ???

Yes or no
24 days ago

Random- I sometimes wonder why H did it ….like I’m certain he knows Z better than anyone..so why did he do it? Why was he so obvious…I mean he could have comm to him without being obvious….was it “stepping into the light and never going back” I sometimes feel like H might have been the one who ended it even b4 we got the album….like in Wflower….I think he was snobbing him hence’ I don’t want to make u feel bad but I’ve been trying had not to talk to u” lights up..about stepping into the light and not going back ….fineline…..being hopeful they will be alright …I think when he was writing the album they weren’t on good terms….my opinion though …..I can’t wait for your recap

Yes or no
24 days ago

The fact that we got the articles about ‘GG reaching out to zayn’ after/ same day H released his FL tracklist, will always be a major proof to me…… especially based on how obvious it was that some of the songs were about Z .,,i mean the guy literally even used the same titles and even did a daamn response……like how do people not see it?like in Golden …How?! ……..A game was def played by G and Z ….and what is sad is the fact that at the end of it all G might be the one who suffers the most …..

Queen
Queen
24 days ago

I love TBSL and I am soo happy that he add it to that list, but also a lot has been going on lately ..but what I want to know is where is Trisha Malik and why no one from that Malik wish a happy birthday to khai ?

Christine
Christine
24 days ago

Hello! Has it been said on here yet that the date of his ice tub bath pic, and the TBSL performance were on 9/25? Same day last year Zayn released Better (where he’s shirtless). Also same day H performed Girl Crush in 2017. Oh and Zayn tweeting UFC again Sat night (although not sure this means much). It all feels like old times/shenanigans.

Jenn
Jenn
24 days ago

I have been thinking for a little while that the set list was set up that way for a reason how it goes from a couple of lines from two ghost into falling and then she and maybe woman but not sure about that one. Also did you see the new picture he posted on insta of him brushing his teeth before his concert in Chicago what does that remind you of hmmmm a certain someone who use to do that 😂 😂 😂

Eliya-
Eliya-
24 days ago

OH MY GOSHHHHHHH!!!!
I’m stuck with two geniuses!
Harry sets the traps and you continue to locate them! Thank you thank you thank youuuu

Denni
Denni
24 days ago

Harry is amazingly brilliant and sometimes almost too pretty to look at. That photo of him with his tongue out wearing the black shirt is just rather seductive, in my opinion😍😍😋. I love seeing bits and pieces of his concerts, so thank you A.D. This is alot of work but you keep consistently delivering, I am pretty grateful for that.

Angela Stathis
Angela Stathis
24 days ago

no comment…

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Ray
Ray
24 days ago

I love how I keep running into Fine Line album. Its a genius work of art. I’m sure the streaming is going to blow the roof during HSLOT! I wish it does. Not just for FL, but also his debut album. Everytime I hear the songs I go deep in euphoria.

I personally believe that TBSL is the anthem for every single or heart broken person. I love it. I sing it with the intensity (not a match to Harry’s ofcourse!) But its a straightforward blunt answer, wrapped in dire desperation.

All I would say, Long live Zarry 💚💛

harryswellwisher
24 days ago

There is hindi song called “Channa Mereya” and “Har kisi ko nahi milta yaha pyaar zindagi mein” which practically means not everyone gets the chance to love in the life. To be so lonely reminds me of that .Harry such a charismatic young man having millions of people swooning over him is robbed of love. He pretends that he is happy but deep down he is hurt and damaged to a level we can never fathom .Imagine writing a masterpiece declaring how devoted you are to one man that you compare him to god just so that he haves a baby with a attention whore .Zayn never actually loved harry he just liked the idea how much that man was head over heals for him and how much he could test Harry’s patience and harry being hopeless romantic fool just got manipulated .If zayn ever actually loved harry he would have never imagined having a baby with Gigi. And might even have broken up with her after harry sang girl crush.Harry I hope you take care of yourself and find someone who loves you unconditionally and is devoted to you in all sorts be it a girl or a boy

Princess Peach
Princess Peach
24 days ago

I absolutely love getting all these snippets from Harry’s concerts. Thank you AD for so neatly compiling all this content and to all that are sharing their H content with the rest of us! Was supposed to be seeing him tomorrow at his Toronto date but since that was canceled I am now living vicariously through you all. I will be watching all the footage tomorrow,pretending I am actually there ☺. It will be interesting to see if he keeps TBSL in the set list from here on out

AngieVB
AngieVB
24 days ago

I love TBSL. I’m so glad he sang it. I scour youtube for clips from his concerts and he just looks so great. I feel the same way you do about Fine Line. He released it in 2019 and the longer we listen to it, the more brilliant it becomes. I didn’t even think about the song order. It may sound overly dramatic but the album is almost like a tapestry and you think you understand it from far away but the closer you get to it, the more amazed you are by all of the detail and how the threads connect. You have to know what we know to appreciate it. You already know I think he’s brilliant and so many people don’t get that because his songs seem simplistic on the surface if you don’t understand what they actually mean and all of the intricate ties to the person he loves and that person’s lyrics and their history together. As for the bathtub pic–Stop!! Behave yourself, Mr. Styles. He’s such a tease.

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24 days ago

I love this cute as button Hazza so muchhhh😩

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